They are self-affirming. They accept no criticism nor praise from without. They are truly internalised. Their members are victims of a system which is wholly founded upon a pecking order which degrades personality and replaces it with bitterness, disgust and self-loathing. The entire structure is merely the musing of those with the financial means and empty repute to dictate the lives of others, right down to the food they eat, or rather do not. To witness a perfectly beautiful young woman habitually refer to herself as 'fat', is very much a heartbreaking ordeal. To witness one person incessantly berate and abuse another, due to their own daily experience on a less explicit level, is enraging. The aspiration, the achievement, is so far from real, it astounds as to how it is permitted existence. The answer is revenue. People put through psychological torture, to seek out those who can best manipulate the human ego, who can crush it, and offer but a speck of solace in some dilute version of what is already an illusion, at a price so extortionate, so inflated it becomes mythical.

The Desire for Relationships; Part 1.

I've learnt that there is no seeing eye to eye. I've come to understand that there is no one that will ever understand you, and that the yearning we feel for someone to connect with on a level inexplicable by words or examples, is a futile pursuit. It is within you. Not her. Not him. You. The needs of our consciousness are perpetually in flux, there is no synchronising with that of another, because that flux, and all its unpredictable and distinct oscillations, is truly the only form in which any real sense of 'I' exists. It is unique to you. Looking for someone to align yourself with is pure denial of this fact, because it is not possible. This is not a depressing or defeated realisation, I assure you. It is, I know, the only source of peace for your heart. Consider true, true independence. To simply render disappointment, in any meaningful sense, impossible. Once you take responsibility for the gaps in your understanding of yourself, and practise introspection, a sense of self will emerge, defined and de-cluttered of the contributions of others, others whose intentions can never be in your interest alone. Before entering a relationship, which is ultimately a period of time in which two individuals revel in the presence of each others own unique flux, and the feelings, events and experiences which their collaboration bears, you must know yourself wholly. If your understanding of yourself is fragmented, and conflicted, you will only find dejection and self doubt in the actions of your partner, in the end. To be continued...

Brighton's Rabbit population is wavering...c'mon man get on it!

Supa Freq!

Today, the bleakness seems a little less...bleak. Supa Freqeh!

Damn ALL the Jellyfish! 

Mission: To discover whether or not it's possible to produce a successful blog without instagram.

I believe.